Friday, August 27

I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
...In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holding on, I'm holding on, I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

Monday, August 9

In my heart

Lord don't leave me all by myself.

I finally know what I'm missing in my life. At least I think I know what I am. Someone I can call my own. Someone I can hold hands with under the stars. Someone to walk beside me. To share my life with and my name. Someone I can share my memories with till the very end. To grow old with. Who'll be there for me when things get rough. Who'll keep me warm in the coldest of nights. Who'll accept me for who I am and wouldn't mind my silly jokes. Someone who probably loves me more than I love myself. I think we all need that special someone. After all, love is the world. It's what some people look for all their life. And only a few do find it. For others, love finds them. I suppose you can't really look for it. It just happens y'know? In the most unexpected places at times. Like my best friend says, he'd rather wait for that special someone than have hundreds of girlfriends. Sometimes, it is worth the wait. I'm sure God has someone for everyone cause everyone deserves it. Everyone deserves to be happy in life.

Me, well I have someone who I think of from time to time. I talk to him occasionally. Even if we talk for such a short period of time, he sure makes me smile. He makes me happy even if he doesn't know it. Sometimes I feel like I'm in the skies when I do. It's such a great feeling. Sure is better than flying! Like I said once, he caught my eye with his charming personality. I really wish I could tell him how much I love him. I guess he'll never know how I feel about him. We'll see where life brings me. But I really hope that someone is you.

Monday, August 2

I hate you,intensely that seeing you die in front of me tragically is my biggest wish ;)



well karma is a bitch. never in my entire life i hated someone this much ;D