just incase you'll read my older posts, jangan gelak tu je kbai x

confession, z

ps; this is only for you to read . its private and confidential ,k i hope you understand. DONT LAUGH. thnk you


welll you said that i talk shit behind your back ? that's not true. why'd you think that way ? i never talk bad behind you or spread something that isn't true. not like what you did. i tahu u kutuk me and all, i know . how the heck that your girlfriend knw about me? knw that i exist? she added me on Facebook. why did she add me? theres must be something you told her, right? don't lie. i am really really sad and disappointed about it. why would you be sooo hmm nevermind. you think that i tell people about you ? org ckp i buruk kan you? siapa org tu? think again , why would i tell people about you ? kalau u tak puas hati ke apa ke, let me know , say it to my face. bukan cerita dkt org. okay you cakap i ckp buruk pasal you dkt twitter and all, if benda tu betul pun, do you have proof that the status is about you? REALLY that status is about you ? if its true about you, prove it to me. lastly , how would you feel if someone you love kutuk you ? thats what i feel. well just incase you still remember what I've told you last year, those long texts?? i mean it, just don't forget. that feeling wouldn't fade away, just so you know. don't laugh please haha. hm i wish you all the best with your future wifey, semoga kekal hingga anak cucu, I'm happy for you then although it hurts me deeeep down.. I'm happy for you 'cause finally you found a perfect princess that could make you happy, forever. hm i miss you alot anyways. k thats all. till then.
take a good care of yourself, loads love; izzati xo

Your 19th

tomorrow's your birthday. i really wanna meet you on your birthday but i couldnt. cause i know youre busy. since youre gonna celebrate your birthday dekat kl, so yeah. you might not have enough time. I miss you so badlyy

Happy 19th Birthday Love :) Although I can't wish you a happy birthday in person, I will spend the whole day with happy thoughts of you. I Love You, always do xx

deep down, you dont even care

its been awhile. im not into blogging. this is it ! my first blog since February? so basically I'll blog about him, yeah you af. today, right now, yes again I wanna blog about you. well i decide to not keep in contact with you since you're happy with your life and your so-called girlfriend. okay.

As i lay on my bed tonight, looking back to my previous post, what i wrote about you, i feel so pathetic. sumpah . you don't even know that i have a blog kan? you might ROFL while you read this blog, but its okay, this is the only way to let you know what i feel. && i'll try my best to not make this a long essay, we'll see how it goes kay. panjang tak panjang ahah :D do you know that i love you? truly love you from the bottom of my heart? sanggup buat apa apa utk you? -,- well i guess you don't know or maybe you just act like you don't know. cause maybe you think we don't deserve each other or maybe you think i don't deserve you cause i'm fat and ugly? that's okay if you think that way. other girls could love you better right, i know. .

Ive been pathetically in love with you since march 2010 till now. i don't know what makes you so special :/ just so you know, its hard for me to fall for someone like i fell for you. never in my life i fell this hard for someone. haih i don't understand, what makes you so special A? why do i love you but you don't even care and love me back? in my heart, there's only you. -,- fuck dah try nak suka org lain, sayang org lain tak boleh ;( its been a year, what would you feel if you're in my place? it kills me deep down, really. i dont know what else to do to show that my love are real. hm.. i miss last year :( you used to text me everyday, i miss your goodnight wishes, i miss those i love you sayings, i miss talking to you for hours. could we have our time back? hm , oneday, maybe. OKAY, dah cukup agaknya, kalau panjang sgt penat nak baca kan? ahah. hhm if oneday you feel like nak cari i ke apa, you can always cari me ahah, im always there for you :D

LASTLY, tomorrow is your birthday kan? 31st MAY. u dekat KL kan? celebrate dgn ehem la tu ahha. kay takpelah , nak wish awal sikit, walaupun you baca ni ntah bila haha

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY. HAVE A GOOD ONE LOVE :) AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU ALWAYS. TAKE CARE XX

AFHR

today, right now. I Love You, still. goodnight

Never in my life

its been awhile. new update since umm november. kay cool .

I wish I could tell you everything about how much I love you. I wish I could tell you how much you've meant to me over the past 11 months, Now when I finally have the courage to go out and defined my scared self, there you are turning me down. What would I do to me if I lost you? I know that for sure I would die trying not to re-rise into this cruel world of loneliness that you pushed me into. You meant the absolute world to me, and I meant nothing to you, i know :( you’re the only one that cab make me ROFL, LOL, :'( :D :) :( and all wey, sumpah tak tipu :( Sometimes you do understands me, but I know you act like you dont care at all. it hurts like hell I must say. I LOVE YOU AF, REALLY DO. I dont know why I feel like this though. So if I seem that I don’t love you, I faking it. well, I cant say this to you everyday, hmm all I want you to know. I love you, i love you. really do. AFHR