Why Why Why

I'm so sick of how I'm feeling and all the negative junk in my head constantly. I'm sick of the constant anxiety and my inability to feel happy with my life. Objectively I probably do have a lot to be happy about. But I just can't. I hate this feeling though. This feeling of missing someone. Why you make me feel this way? I hate to say it, but seriously Yes, I miss you. Yes really. Receiving your texts and all. where are you? where have you been silly? I'm just so sick of it all, boy.

Intan & Izzati

Intan + Izzati = US, Bestfriend for life :)

Well oh well, We've known each other for 5years now. Aaaa dah lama kenal tapi baru rapat la. ahah, kawan sekolah rendah dulu. We've been through alot of shits y'know. Friends, jealousy and all. But, we're okay now. No shits happened, yeah. :D Sekarang rapat gila kan sayang kan? ahah :) I know all your secrets and you know mine as well. eh? yelakan, aku & kau je tau segala hehe. No worries wey, aku simpan semuanya. I am lucky enough to have known you & to have not lost you. I love you, for real ;( soon, I'll be leaving, alaaa sedihnya la ;( no more gossiping, sleeping together, &&&& everythingg. What the fuck is wrong with me? ergh, no more turning back , I've made a huge mistake. Ahh, I am regret of what I've done. Hmm, whatever happens I know we'll stick as friends no matter what kan. & remember, I Love you forever, I'll be by your side for always, a shoulder to cry on. As long as I'm living, my bestest friend you'll be.

Intan,
My Friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!

ohh You.

this is it, hahahahah

I know that I just recently knw you
But I can't help how you have made me feel
I have a bit of a crush on you
And that's all I got to say
Why did it happen?
I do not know
Do I regret it?
No I don't
I want to keep your hugs
And to stay at your side
Don't judge me for what I'm saying
But some how I find myself liking you
I don't know how it happened
But I do hope I can stay at your side
And on this day I say to you
I like you
And there's nothing I can do about it
I've tried not feeling this way
But I can't help it
So please let me stay at your side...

written by,
izzati

Just a word

If love is just a concept;
then tears are just the rain,
if love is just a word;
then all my words are all vain.

written by, izzati

Christofer Drew

this boy is soo cute. <3

Oh Female-dog. haha

U girls act as if ur so good n cool..WE don't have time to criticize or discriminate people like u do..How low can u be? Talking trash bout others every single day? Oh c'mon! Wat we do, what we wear, where we go, who we mix around with is not ur bloody problem! Just accept the fact that there are way better people surrounding u..Put that in ur head, if u actually have one! Why u little back-stabbing disgusting hypocrites!

Egoism. Part One

Hello again, I'm Updating my blog. I update it for my own good. *org tua ckp tak baik simpan, nanti jadi gila* hahaha, silly. I'm going to write about something common. like I've mentioned it on my previous posts, Us girls who blog tend to write about our feelings and boys tend to tell stories like what happened. Damn that right, I’m a girl who likes to write about my feelings. Girls with feelings are better than a girl who didn’t care about anything. At least I know how to take care of my heart and its feelings. I listen to it everyday, every seconds. I know all its secrets. Even when it misses someone, I know how would it feels. Also, when it cries, I know how would it feels too. I even told it not to care about craps and not to care about him. He’s just not worth it. Well.. Nope, not really not worth it, just that he’s not worth it cuz he makes you feel that way. Fall for someone that didn’t know your feelings? and didn't care about you? Plus, He wouldn’t know if he makes you feel that way though. Thats it. He’s not worth it for making you feels that way. oh yes. Thats true.


written by,
izzati

When boredom strikes!

I look so orgasmic in this pic, but still loving it HAHA

Yes, It's pathetic, I know.

**Guess You wouldn't know this. but IF You do, I am sorry for liking You boy. I just can't help it.

I don't know why but seriously he makes me like him so much. Since I know him lah kot haha. I don't know why I like him though. well his breathtaking personality, makes me go.. ohh damn he is so adorable! He makes my heart go bam! haha. He makes me happy. and doesn't makes me feel bored y'know. tehee. it's a fact. eh? sorta.
**But, don't worry boy, someday, I'll get over you. Because, I know we won't be friends that long. We won't say hi to each other anymore, won't text like we used to. When that* day comes, I know, I would miss You, talking to you, laughing and all. Well, that's life. Us teenagers just wanna have fun these days. We're still young kan, biasa lah tu haha :')


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Pathetic Izzati

Time flies like a freaking jet.

A day feels more like an hour nowadays. One morning I woke up and I realized I'm having spm in about 2 months which feels more like two weeks. Right now I'm going thru freaking finals and assignments and bam! New semester! I'm a big girl now, I'm a college student. I'm no longer a midschool student. uh uh. No more uniforms no more school bags no more Monday assembly no more seeing the teachers no more going to school functions no more walking from and to school. no more any of that. No. I don't know if I'm going to miss doing all that or I'd just forgot all about that. ah no, I don't think I'd miss doing all that. Well, I don't know, maybe I would, in the future perhaps? by now, I miss my psychotic annoying hopelessly gorgeous and weird friends and all our shenanigans. I miss being a pain in the butt for Pn Ain. and also miss Ms. Tan. I miss getting up 6.30 in the morning and thinks "crap homework aku x siap lagi" or "malasssssnya nak pegii" everything happens so fast sometimes I felt like I didn't have the chance to indulge in those moments. right now I just think that if (on Allah's will) I wish could do well in studies. InsyaAllah. :(

written by,
izzati

Crazier

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
Then you came along
And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier

Watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier, oh

Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier

amazing wall

ohh I'm inlove

Maa, I want an iPad!

YA ALLAH

I just realized, blog lama lama kelaka do. haha intan sorry! kelaka kelaka pun kau sayang jugak elehh hahaha :D:D

Oli Oli Sykes

I don't like this dude but somehow he looked cute in this picture. ahah

lip syncing

I'm lip syncing to Selena's song- Naturally

How you choose to express yourself
It's all your own and I can tell
It comes naturally, it comes naturally

You follow what you feel inside
It's intuitive, you don't have to try
It comes naturally, mmmm it comes naturally

And it takes my breath away
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay bay baby

You have a way of moving me
A force of nature, your energy
It comes naturally (You know it does)
It comes naturally
Mmmm yeah

And it takes my breath away (Everytime)
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay bay baby

When we collide, sparks fly
When you look in my eyes, it takes my breath away

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay bay baby

In & Out. - Random

HI, I realized there's a difference between boys and girls who blog. Guys tend to tell stories like what happened but girls tend to write about their feelings for obvious reasons. Us girls can talk about our feeling clearly. Guys cant talk about their feelings now can they? Well, most of them said "We'd labeled as faggots or pussies if we show our sensitive side". pfft, silly. Us girls like guys' sensitive side. its cute. no kidding haha :)

Anyways, I've been having a bit of a run of bad luck lately. Ever since I was barred for 4 classes. (yea, I know its cool, pfft) I'm going to blog about what happened but it's just too long, nonetheless it was a great semester, lol. What turned out to be shit at the start turned out alright in the end. eh? sort of. Well well where should I start? aaa I really don't know where to start.. okay.. I'm currently attending college. I study Arts, I'm taking Graphic Design. I am now in my third semester. First semester was majorly awesome! Some of you who might be reading this would know why. haha. My attendance was good. I came to all classes, everyday without fail y'know hehe :D:D I wish I could turn back the time :( I really missed the time I had spend back then. I love the life over there, friends, night life and all. BUT, I hahate the lectures. Enough with that, well.. I'm not gonna talk much about second semester. Nothing interesting happened. Attendance was good, but I flunked for History of Graphic Design. That affected my GPA though. I'm like Oh damn, it affected my scholar as well. It really affected my scholar y'know. But, They give me second chance, I'm like fuhh! what a relief. I'm going to scored well in third semester. BUTTTT shits happened, I flunked againnn. I flunked for FOUR Subjects this time! I'm like shit, Not again! they'll definitely terminate me. Heck really. I'm Thanking myself for not done the best. Ah, I really don't understand myself though. seriously. I own everything I want, almost everything! Stuffs, gadgets and all. Maybe its true that I don't know how to appreciate it. OR maybe God have something better for me out there? who knows, InsyaAllah. hehe :) I'm over with that shits, I should stop talking about that crap. What else to talk about? I'm bobored like I'm going to die soon. Nah, nothing interesting to do besides chit-chatting with my lovely bestfriend Intan, blogging crap, Youtubing, downloading new songs but again I AM REALLY BORED. What is exactly in my mind now? HIM. Where the heck are you? What are you doing now? Text me la, I miss you plus I'm bored y'know. Hmph, My phone was barred again today, couple hours earlier, around 2 o'clock. This is the I don't know how many times it being barred. Bodoh punya maxis. Padahal dah bayar. PFFT. I'm at Intan's house she is busy playing Scramble on my phone. and I am busy blogging Bhaha.
WHAT ELSEEEEE LA? HAA, I wanna talk about guys. Do I have a type? Well, nope, not really. I don't really have a type, I like most of them haha :D I find guys with long-hair(not too long) and wore skinny jeans are hot like hell. seriously. They melts me in other word HAHAHA. If I like someone I'll get exited all over, get his texts are enough to make me smile all day long. bhaha pathetic me! I knoww. BUT, I think its common lah kan. Liking someone are like having something precious in life. eh? tak tak bukan :D You don't wanna lose them in life, thats fer sure. All you know is you wanna see them everyday without fail, they makes you smile without a reason and they makes you happy as well. I've experience it. its cool. :D I don't feel bored tho hehe.

Well, guess that's it for today. Can't remember anything interesting, so I'll just leave it there for today. Update you on another day.


Written by,
Izzati

These are some words that women use, and her definition.

These are some words that women use, and her definition.

* Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

* Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.

* Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. ‘Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last “Five Minutes” and end with ‘Fine’

* Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

* Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.

* Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.

* Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”

* Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

* That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow.

* Please Do - This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”

* Thanks - A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you’re welcome.

* Thanks A Lot - This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing”





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Izzati hahah ;)

BLAH BLAH BLAH

THREE WAYS I AM STILL A CHILD:
1. i get upset when i don’t get what i want.
2. i love cartoons.
3. i will never stop being mummys little girl.


THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD:
1. my bones ache and creak like i’m 80.
2. i can’t remember anything.
3. i would rather stay in than go out. :D

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO:
1. take more pictures.
2. graduate with flying colors. hmph :(
3. move to other country.

THREE WAYS THAT I’M A STEREOTYPICAL “BOY”:
1. i hate girls and their drama.
2. i’d rather hang with the guys than have a girls night.
3. i like building things.

THREE WAYS THAT I’M A STEREOTYPICAL “GIRL”:
1. i love to shop.
2. i like high heels.
3. i can get emotional sometimes.


THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO ACCOMPLISH IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. find a guy haha
2. learn my camera inside and out
3. find a job.earn more money.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my hair
2. when i love , i love fully and passionately.
3. my determination

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. age.
2. i’m lazy.
3. i give up on people too easy.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. losing people i love
2. insects
3. failing

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. cuddling my bestfriend.
2. sleeping
3. talking to my love

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (OR SAME) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. pretty hair
2. eyes
3. sense of humor

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN’T DO:
1. forget people
2. wake up on time
3. go to bed on time

written by,
izzati

WORK HARD, HAVE FUN, NO DRAMA

Life

“I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.” ahah



Written by,
izzati

“The truth often hurts, but it is the lie that leaves the scar.”

update.

Hello, missed me? Well haven't updated for more than a year. I've been busy with a lot of shit y'know. My miserable life ya know, I flunked and all. I dissapoint my mom aLOT, damn. Not gonna write anything too long cause I want to start back off short and simple. I got back home late last night, went out lepak with Intan, Ajam, Faiz and Ajam's friends. Don't remember their name. Lepak was okay. Nothing much happened. We're just chit-chatting, gelak-gelak, makanmakanmakan, balik lol. Sounds boring but it was fun, really.:D aaaa what elseeee? I dont know what else to talk about. I guess thats it. thats all for now.