Why Why Why

I'm so sick of how I'm feeling and all the negative junk in my head constantly. I'm sick of the constant anxiety and my inability to feel happy with my life. Objectively I probably do have a lot to be happy about. But I just can't. I hate this feeling though. This feeling of missing someone. Why you make me feel this way? I hate to say it, but seriously Yes, I miss you. Yes really. Receiving your texts and all. where are you? where have you been silly? I'm just so sick of it all, boy.