this is real, Love.

INTAN. She's pretty much my soul mate. She makes me warm and fuzzy inside. I would choose her over many of you any day. You really don't understand how much this kid means to me. I would kill for her, she's my sister even though we're hardly together that doesn't mean shit. She was there for many major things in my life. I trust her with everything. We've gone through it all. From almost losing you to getting stronger and stronger bonds with you. (I'm glad that bitch dah mamm ahah, alhamdulillah) I know I can always count on you to listen. I love you and I am glad you have not deserted me. You mean so much to me Intan. Intan is my patient, my bff. The girl who knows everything about me and I know she wouldn't tell anyone. She's amazing. We have great times together even if we aren't doing anything at all. I am such a jerk to her sometimes but she knows I'm kidding when I do it. I honestly trust her in my life. Intan, I love you so much you are an amazing friend and a wonderful person. Remember, when I mean to you I'm just kidding. I will and I do talk to her about EVERYTHING. :) No secrets between us. She's a funny person, we joke about a lot of things. I think of you as my sister and will do anything for you. Our friendship is forever, and we don't hangout that much anymore and it sucks. I'm gonna miss you so much y'know :( I love you and no matter what happens or how long we go without seeing each other that wont change.