I wish you were right here beside me.
I remember I used to blog about my daily life. Funny stuff that usually happened in my everyday life. It seems like theres nothing to laugh about much these days. I admit I miss high school. There were ups and downs but mostly ups. You seem to laugh less as you get older. Everything suddenly becomes so serious in life. You even look at the world differently. How I wish I could rewind my life to a time when everything was so easy.
So that's Intan still in college. Now everybody is doing something. And me? God, silly. Why you flunked? You should have made your mom proud not disappoint her. Sometimes I wish I want to do better, be a better person. but.. it end up, yes izzati talked shit. I already told my mom how I've had enough of having fun. I mean I've been going wild since I finished SPM. I can already see a difference in myself when Intan isn't around. I'm no longer my funny self. You can say she's like my partner in crime. We did so much shit together. Though sometimes I got mad at her, deep down I really love her. she was always the cheerful one in the group. Now all I do is hang with err no one but myself. Stuck at home, been grounded for like a year, I mean years. She has her college friends now. But what I love about her is that she always finds time for us to hangout. I give it 2-3 months top before I'm doing something with my life. Hopefully sooner than later. Probably moving away might do me some good.
written by,
Izzati
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