P R I C K

haha prick, youre a dick, lame dick baybay. i hate you i hate you. yes i love you, and yes i hate you. i hate you. youre such a babi y'know. sumpah babi paling pandai, yes prick , youre the coolest prick, babi i hate you , HATE you now and always.

atothemtotheitothertothertoheutothel :)

i miss you, you busy sgt kan? u dekat kuantan rumah uncle kata you la kan. lepastu gerak kelantan? okay, tak nak lama pulak u takde kl, dah takde kl busy ah memanjang. hm rindu sbnrnya, tp takpela, taknak kacau :p have fun . selamat hari raya aidiladha. I love you like no one ever does. betulkan? you pun tahu kan ;p haha

we cool liddat

so yeah here it goes again, my lifeless life.

i wanna talk about what happen last night. me and my dearest friend dzurina did something humiliating HAHA it was embarrassing weyhh. kalau org tahu mesti macam sape dua org perempuan takde life tu? duduk mana ni? homeless eh korg? okay faham sgt org takde laki mmg macam kita kan dzurina, haha atleast kita ada memory tu en, oops tak memoriessssss hahah. aku rinduuu la masa tu , cam tanak balik pun ada la kan, nak je tdo situ, mintak tumpng sehari ;p lastly, dzurina, thks for the blue flower , I loive :))) tu je aku ada en, dia mungkin pernah pegang,and benda tu ada kat ruma aku sekarang, selamanya akan ada kat ruma aku =)

what I like in a guy

1. Brown hair | black hair | blonde hair | red hair
2. Tall | short | same height as me
3. Ear piercings | eyebrow piercings | snake bites | no piercings | other
4. Tattoos | no tattoos
5. Skater | punk | player | indie | cowboy | musician | prep | jock | other
6. Shy | outgoing | in between
7. Mellow | hyper | loud (sometimes) | quiet
8. Blue eyes | brown eyes | green eyes
9. Wears tight jeans | wears normal jeans | other
10. Converse | Vans | Nike | skate shoes | other
11. Listens to: metal | rap | indie | classic rock | country | all | other
12. Compliments too much | compliments when necessary
13. Jokes around all the time | jokes when necessary
14. Sensitive | hides emotion | acts tough
15. Hobbies: computer | music | skating | sports | drawing | fishing | other
16. Loves to hold | loves to be held
17. Tons of muscles | fit | skinny | chubby
18. Pale | average | tan | dark
19. Cusses a lot | never cusses | moderately cusses | only cusses around friends
20. Wavy hair | curly hair | straight hair | long hair | longish hair | short hair

youre the absolute best I ever knew

been waiting for minutes, hours, days. mmg i suka menanti hehehehe -_- hm no text from you :( afraid to kacau you. birthday kawan u ay harini? maybe youre out, not at home, yeah youre busy kan. have fun anyways.

I'm at home, here on bed 'meniarap' with my baby (laptop) you cross my mind, youre on my mind, wonder what youre doing, wonder what youre up to? I'm sure youre not that busy kan? cuz you did reply to other girls' texts. haa jgn tipu la kan hm takpela, its okayy. i faham :)

oh well here it goes, title explains everything I'm not faking it. YES I mean it. You AF. I'm glad that we've known each other for almost 7months now. I'm happy that I can sometimes make you laugh and mad maybe. I like the way you tease me, you like to tease me kannn? alot ! grr ahah. nasib baik sayang heh tetiba ;p youre so adorable in your own way, too adorable. I remember the first time we text, I yg text kan, thats lame, I know. saje text masa tu, thought u wont reply buttttt, turns out opposite, you replied ! OH HE REPLIED ! yeay ! done, strike one done ! remember this? "izzatirghhh !" "hey shawty shawty shawty !" " baybay ;)" " hey sweetie" ahah thats what I like about you the most. Youre not like them boys yg text perempuan baru kenal "hey nak kenal boleh?" "hey syg, you tgh buat apaa?" baru kenal sehari dah syg, geli aku ahah. hm youre different :) not forget about your goodnight wish, I love em. its cute, way too cute

heres some of your text, i pick random

you pernah bg, "I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART " I LIKE CAPS ! :D

june 24th 2010
slamat mlm sayyyannnggggg ! i syg you , igt tu sampai mati

july 31st 2010
fyi i simpan all your goodnight wish in a folder , all of them . malam ni tkda pulak that wish . nvm lah i nak tdr ni goodnight love. (thts just too sweet, you really simpan all those? hm i wonder kalau skrg ni ada lagi ke tak :/)

august 1st 2010
hey hey whats wrong ? i still ada feel dgn you la , dont be so negative aite . i love you much ! sorry jarang contact you lately i cam busy sikit. (okayy i percaya , tp skrg apa cerita? )

august 5th 2010 - ha ni masa i dekat perak, i wish i could turn back time ;/
morning sweetie . i guess you must be in dreamland , text me back when you get back to reality . hm i ada driving class syg , wish me luck aite ! byebye ae laft ya much ! ;)

august 13th 2010
goodnight sweetie pie , i love you and will always do . sleeptight love

august 15th 2010
nitey nite lil shawty , i love you you like no one ever does . sweetdreams !

september 9th 2010
cause you are one of the most important person in my life . thats why im telling you (: slamat malam ya cewek ! gue cintai loh , ngerti ? muah muah.

september 20th 2010
goodnight heartbeat. (sayang, heartbeat perkataan besar tau hm :(


ha yeah tu je i pilih ahah. im sleepy , nak tidur. nak text you goodnight tapi u tak akan reply, i tahu :/

dekat sini jela

october 16th2010
awak ingt tau ni, saya saaaaayaaaaannggg awak sampai mati. I swear nobody can love you like I do. I love you much AF, sleeptight !

dear af, its friday, 15th october. yeah you still cross my mind tho. sadly kita text pun kan harini, semalam pun tak. called you yesterday, u tgh lepak dgn kawan kawan u. thanks sebab jawab hehe ;p you make me feel better, for real :) anw, i went with dzurina today. pergi klcc. well that was funny, I drove to klcc baby wallaaweyhhh like for real. tak boleh bla ahahah. thanks dzurina teman aku ;p

and AF I love you , more than yesterday <3 :)

love

When I tell you I love you, I dont say it out of habit or to make conversation. I say it to remind you that youre the best thing that ever happened to me. Je t'aime af <3

missing you

hm again, im afraid to bother you with my text/ call

but hey thats nevermind , i "text" you here.

Good morning love. lama tak bg morning text ahah. hm izzati misses you, af :')

heart you <3

I don't need a special day to tell you I love you. its wednesday , october 13th , 10:03pm. I love you now and always

9:11pm

to: YOU

ehey, where are youu? i cant stop thinking bout you :/ afraid to bother you with my text. hmm i really want to talk to you but im afraid to call you. cuz i might be "kacau' u kan at this time, its okay. you have fun (: heartyou

3.05PM

01739969** to 0173263***

heyy, i wonder what are you up to, what are you doing. do i cross your mind today? i mean noww? hmm i miss you, yeah againnn

this is the only way i boleh cakap tanpa i rasa lain, u pun tak akan reply kat sini sama je macam i text u kat phone enn(:

SIGH

hm since you pun macam malas nak text i, malas reply semua kan. dekat sini jela i 'Text' you

1.50pm: izzati
u tgh buat apaa la kann? tdolagi ke apaa? ( hm i miss you :/)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnMP1oqPTto

october sucks ;(

here again, im izzati. hm this is the only best way to express my feelings. i miss you, yeah you. if youre reading this.. yes i miss youuu hm so much. i maybe act like i dont care but yea only god knows how much i miss you. well this isn't month end yet (dzurina faham la kenapa) tapi i dah lama rindu sbnrnyaa. we used to text everyday, u sent me goodnight wish and all haih i miss all that. i dont know why i miss it soo much. otp lama lama kan.. i ingt lagi last kita otp 2/10/2010 ahah i ingt lah kan, sbb i tgk balik text. lepas otp i ada text u, "heyy, i love you ahah" and you replied "ahah i love you more bay xx" the next day and the next following day ada la text, goodnight wish. okay thats fine, im happy, thanks for making me happy, single text dari u pun dah cukup sebenarnya. hm semua cam berubah je, ntah la kan. setiap bulan pun i macam ni kan. i remember i ada bg one long text last two months. You replied "hey whats wrong ? i still ada feeling dgn you la , dont worry kay . just want to let you know , my feelings to yah gettin strongah now . i love you baybay ! " eventhough kita tak text macam selalu tapii I RINDUUUUU YOU LAH AF! i tahu u je tak en hmmm

october 9th !

haih its been awhile. lama tak text dgn dia ahaha :( rinduuu la sbnrnyaaaaaaaaaa, i miss talking withh you. nak call you, tapi takut, nak text pun takut. ehhh you, if youre reading this, PLEASE know, ingat sampai mati. I SAAAAYYYYAAANNNGGG you ketat ketat ! ha yeah you did say to me, i pun nak cakap. tak nak loose loose.

I LOVE YOU ALWAYSSSSS ! hmm I pun cinta you jugakk lah.

AF always, till' my last breath <3

-_-

aku tahu baru semalam kita jumpa but i miss you already. nak duduk dgn kau boleh? hmm byk kali dah aku cakap. i mean it weyh. hm im bored of life, my life's fucked up y'know. problems keliling pinggang kata aku kan, haih satu satu dtg. tak cukup pasal lelaki. ni kawan pulak. -.- tak faham la or is this proses kita membesar? ahah yelatu, dulu tkda pun masalah macamni kan. heh im tired of this bullshits. tak payah berkawan lagi senang kan? tak payah lelaki , semua pun tak payah. senang hidup, baru ah loner betul. hmm okay, now i miss him. tetiba teringt ,ceh padahaalll -__- and dzurina, he's faking everything kan? please say yes, please. ahah well okay thats all for now. iloveyou dzurina bambam!

here's the truth

i've never been more miserable in my life. to be called weird on a daily basis and not being told the three special words by someone whom makes sure you do pretty much everyday, can sure make life pretty fucked up i must say. also, really, is it wrong to get mad when all you want is fairness? sometimes i get so worked up i regret doing so many things. regret making the choices i made. i mean, things have to be done first before you can actually realise if it's good or bad for you. i just don't understand why people would want to dig up someone's past, can't they just be thankful that they have that person in their life? isn't that what matters most? i mean, just get the fuck out of their life if you don't like them so much. why bother making your life difficult by having someone you don't like in it. i'm always not going to be a hundred percent, deal with it or fuck off

written by,
Izzati

2010/ 2011 wishlist !

Life is short. Too short if you ask me. You're born into this world and before you know it you're out there working trying to support your family. Then you grow old and well, we both know what comes next. One of the things I'm really scared of is not dying but not enjoying life as much as I would like to before I die. Everybody dies yea, but how many can say they actually lived life? And enjoyed it.

a list of my hopes and dreams for the future ( eventhough my future already fucked up) Everyone should make one and try their best to cross out every single one. I think I made it after watching Bucket List and that's one of the best movies about living life to the fullest. Anyways here is my list;


p/s dont laugh!

1- Own a Mini Cooper Cabrio and BMW X6
2- Own an iPhone 4
3- Go out with him, yeah him!
4- a long term relationship
5- travel the world
6- to be rich
7- live in Europe
8- go snowboarding
9- go to Mecca
10- learn French
11- learn Spanish
12- make my mom proud, nearly there. not
13- go to Madagascar
14- Live in Chile
15-get fucked
16- have a threesome haha
17- get to know someone I like , done baby done :p
18- scuba diving
19- float in the red sea
20- own all apple accessories, macs. magic mouse, magic keyboard, time capsule, mac mini.
21- have a heart-to-heart conversation with him.



.....to be continued

I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
...In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holding on, I'm holding on, I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

Nick Simmons, Jyeah

In my heart

Lord don't leave me all by myself.

I finally know what I'm missing in my life. At least I think I know what I am. Someone I can call my own. Someone I can hold hands with under the stars. Someone to walk beside me. To share my life with and my name. Someone I can share my memories with till the very end. To grow old with. Who'll be there for me when things get rough. Who'll keep me warm in the coldest of nights. Who'll accept me for who I am and wouldn't mind my silly jokes. Someone who probably loves me more than I love myself. I think we all need that special someone. After all, love is the world. It's what some people look for all their life. And only a few do find it. For others, love finds them. I suppose you can't really look for it. It just happens y'know? In the most unexpected places at times. Like my best friend says, he'd rather wait for that special someone than have hundreds of girlfriends. Sometimes, it is worth the wait. I'm sure God has someone for everyone cause everyone deserves it. Everyone deserves to be happy in life.

Me, well I have someone who I think of from time to time. I talk to him occasionally. Even if we talk for such a short period of time, he sure makes me smile. He makes me happy even if he doesn't know it. Sometimes I feel like I'm in the skies when I do. It's such a great feeling. Sure is better than flying! Like I said once, he caught my eye with his charming personality. I really wish I could tell him how much I love him. I guess he'll never know how I feel about him. We'll see where life brings me. But I really hope that someone is you.

I hate you,intensely that seeing you die in front of me tragically is my biggest wish ;)

well karma is a bitch. never in my entire life i hated someone this much ;D

this picture reminds me of someone. sgt adorable boleh. eeee ahah :D

DZURINA, NAIM KAU ADA BUAT MACAM NI TAK? :PPP

Ku Katakan Dengan Indah

byk kali sbnrnya dgr lagu ni, macam suka pulak haha :D :D dzurina, ni baru satu, ada lagi nak tahu tak? "menghapus jejakmu" pun samaaaa ahahah :D:D kau geli enn? aku tahu, tapi nak buat macam mana aku suka ahah :p


Ku katakan dengan indah,
dengan terbuka,
hati ku hampa
Sepertinya luka,
menghampirinya

Kau beri rasa,
yang berbeda,
mungkin ku salah,
mengartikannya,
yang ku rasa cinta

Tetapi hati ku,
selalu meninggikan mu,
terlalu meninggikan mu,
selalu meninggikan mu

Kau hancurkan hati ku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hati ku, ‘tuk melihat mu
Kau terangi jiwa ku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan, hati ku, ‘tuk melihat mu

ku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
ku merasakan yang t’lah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

Kau hancurkan hati ku, tak tertahan lagi
Kau hancurkan hati ku, ‘tuk melihat mu
Kau terangi jiwa ku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hati ku, ‘tuk melihat mu

Deep Down

JJJJJYYEAAHHHYEAH. Hello Hi Heyyyy, I'm IZZATI. I'm in sort of depression mood. So yeah, here's something about me, my life. There's too much shit happened thesedays, where I think my friends and family dn't care about me, at all. Well obviously no one cares about me and no one loves me. Its like my body's dead but my soul still suffering in it. I really don't understand what life is about. I don't understand the people around me though. Most of them are fake. gosh please grow up idiots. Is it hard to tell the truth? or they just love to tell lies? or perhaps they are programmed to lie? There's someone on my mind right now, his name is umm anonymous, well this guy used to dig on me, calls me text me everyday, without fail. But, I'm not into him at all. er his calls/ texts really annoys meeee. Most of the time I just ignore. I did say, could you please stop bothering me? I'm busy, rimas tahu tak. HMM but now, Dia dah takde buat macam tu, macam rindu boleh, haih. Tapi semua dah berlalu en , tak boleh la nak buat apa. Skrg cerita baru haaa, Izzati loner skrg. I lost everything in life, friends and family. guess I would be happier dead, enjoy my life down there. Well, I'm sure my so-called loved ones would be happy too when I'm gone.

Oh, He's Breathtaking!

Fuck Yeah, that guy! Which guy? capital A . yea That Guy! err, That guy! ahah. He makes me feel this way! Sounds funny? Nahh, I think that's normal. well, No one has ever made me feel this way, No one has ever made me feel such ecstasy and, I'm breathless. mm I like the way I feel :D so yeah, Thank you or making me feel this way. ahaha *oh Izzati, stop crapping

LIFE

hello there again, my name's Izzati, I was born on March 16th 1991. I'm 19, well its hard to believe that I am actually 19 this year. Time flies like a jet. how I wish I can be 10 again. why? because I don't have to think about anything, everythings so easy those days. Now everytings change, I have to do everything on my own, I'm big enough to think whats good and bad. But , still I can't stand on my own. I need someone to guide me though. Not just my mother, I need someone else, like a bestfriend? there are many friends but to find a true friend is hard, a loyal friend even harder thesedays. The strong bond between 2 person will never exist without loyalty,honesty and sincerely. but well I found one, I have one, I own one and I actually own her :D She's my sweet baby bumbum :D Dzurina Zulkafree, kau bumbum aku alolo alolo :p We have so much in common, we were born on the same month, kau tua 8 hari en, tu penting, atleast tua jugak dari aku :D no wonder la kita sekepala gila kan ahah. what else? emosi (ego tu paling penting HAHAHAH), perangai, interests semua pun nak sama je kan. aku rasa kita ni twins sbnrnya, masa lahir cam mama kau tanak aku kan, bg kat org ahaha. k thats all, i love you baby bumbum

iPhone 4 is the shizz

iphone 4 babyyy. oh I'm soo in lovee. 3gs dah lapok haaa, bak kata neys! babi en, takpe takpe tggu nanti haha :D :D

Thinking back, thinking of you.

I wish you were right here beside me.

I remember I used to blog about my daily life. Funny stuff that usually happened in my everyday life. It seems like theres nothing to laugh about much these days. I admit I miss high school. There were ups and downs but mostly ups. You seem to laugh less as you get older. Everything suddenly becomes so serious in life. You even look at the world differently. How I wish I could rewind my life to a time when everything was so easy.

So that's Intan still in college. Now everybody is doing something. And me? God, silly. Why you flunked? You should have made your mom proud not disappoint her. Sometimes I wish I want to do better, be a better person. but.. it end up, yes izzati talked shit. I already told my mom how I've had enough of having fun. I mean I've been going wild since I finished SPM. I can already see a difference in myself when Intan isn't around. I'm no longer my funny self. You can say she's like my partner in crime. We did so much shit together. Though sometimes I got mad at her, deep down I really love her. she was always the cheerful one in the group. Now all I do is hang with err no one but myself. Stuck at home, been grounded for like a year, I mean years. She has her college friends now. But what I love about her is that she always finds time for us to hangout. I give it 2-3 months top before I'm doing something with my life. Hopefully sooner than later. Probably moving away might do me some good.


written by,
Izzati

ummm :D

bieee, ni pun aku suka ahah :D :D Alex Pettyfer, kau pun suka ennn? ;p

awhh, dzurina, jgn sweet sgt. :D

RE RE RE: :D :D


Baby love, you're my everything too. you own my heart, my mind, my soul and even my pussaay! ahaha did I just say pussaay? oh yes, nahh except that one lah. I own my pussay, org lain NO NO ;p I love you, this is like the gazillionth time aku cakap? aku cakap supaya kau ingt selamanya, nnt aku dah tkda dah tak boleh cakap. you're my sweet baby heartbeat, sweetest baby girl I ever known. haaa kau pun boleh buat aku mabuk lah bie, betul ah tu, kau cakap sikit je aku dah gelak macam apa je kan. padahal bukan lawak mana pun en? ahaha kau lah world class comedian, sentiasa buat aku happy :D:D ahah

baby girl, jangan cakap tak boleh imagine sgt boleh tak bie? aku sedih la, aku tak nak mati lagi :( aku takuttt. hmm kalau la aku dah tkda nnt kan, kau jgn lupa aku. aku tahu nasib aku kat bawah tu macam mana, aku takut bieee :'( serious aku takut, aku pun pernah cakap kan. hm aku ada lagi skrg ni, selagi aku masih hidup, kau jgn risau lah, aku sentiasa active utk mengotorkan wall facebook kau tu, macam setiap masa enn? ahahah, tapi tkpa aku tahu kau tak rimas, & aku tahu walaupun kau tak reply apa apa, aku faham masalah kau. malas ataupun line cam cihbhai, maxis broadband kan? ok aku faham ahah ;p pasal forwarded text tu kan, skrg dah cam jarang kannn? mksud aku cam dah takde sgt en? :D aku boleh berdiri atas kaki sendiri skrg tak perlu bantuan CEHH AHAHA. skrg aku terusss call, malas ha nak type, cam lambat, kalau cakap baru cam puas sikit, boleh cakap byk ahah. aku pun call kau cam selalu jugak kan, tkda apa pun nak call, aku pun tak faham :D:D oh ha pasal yg kau malu tu, tak payah nak malu sgt la kan ;p aku rasa cam comel boleh kau perasan ahah tak tipu ni betul :D macam la aku tak pernah cakap kat kau macam tu en eleh, mengada. kau nak perasan dgn aku takpe, aku tak kisah, kalau org lain perasan aku rasa cam , kau jgn nk perasan sgt boleh takkk, ahahah.

kau sorg je yg tahu semua problem aku, SEMUAAAA bie. semua pun aku nak cerita kat kau kan. org lain pun ada, tapi kau tahu detail, semua ah. biee, aku tolong kau sebab aku sayang kau tahu, kalau aku tak sayang kau ingt aku nak tolong? aku sanggup semuanya, pasal kau takde hal bie. KAU! aku tak pernah rogol kau eh, selera lagi. ahah ;p tak main ah pussy der apa brg ahah. cuba kalau dick , haa laju je ahahaha. kita ni macam pervert do sbnrnya. tolongla jgn nak pervert sgt boleh? ahah eleh kan, padahal sukaaaa :D:D japp, sape je la tak suka kan? aku rasa semua pun suka :D kannnn? hey, kau tak rasa kita ni cam gila ke? aku ingt lagi masa kau kat rumah aku , cerita pasal boyfie kau, aku dah macam org tak boleh duduk diam boleh, mula ah restless ahahahahah nak cerita detail sgt kat sini tak boleh, bahaya. nnt org ingt aku ni gila kang. lebih lebih lagi yasmin tu ha, nnt mula la cakap "eww izzati , u ni knpa? geli gila" ahah. jadi kat sini, kesimpulannya, aku mmg suka lah mengarut dgn kau, bila dua kepala pervert bergabung, kau tahu effect dia macam mana? cam kita ahhh haha :p dahhh diammm , cukup :p nnt aku call kau kita smbung ye. oh jap, aku ada something utk kau )::::::::::D tu utk kau, cukup besar cukup panjng? ENJOY! ahahah


biee, aku pun tahu aku pernah jadi cam puki, babi terhebat jugak aku ni kan? terasa ke apa ke, sorry. do forgive me. aku pun pun bersyukur gila dapat kawan macam kau, kau lah sahabat aku! kau lah buat aku kenal erti sahabat tu. melayu gila tak ? hehe, dgn kau jela keluar semua. berjiwang dgn kau, ha semua pun dgn kau. My soulmate, aku sayang kau, like so much. kalau kau hilang dari hidup aku, aku tak tahu la macam mana, takde sape aku nak call dah, and no more texts/calls from "Dzurina Love". you're the reason why Im still holding on, kalau tak dah lama aku gila rasanya. thanks for everything love. thanks for always being there when I need a shoulder to cry on, listen to my problems, etc etc. words can't describe how much I love you. this aint sweet talk tau, ni benar!


nothing gonna change my love for you :D, I love you forever , soulmate!


***kau takpayah nk bersyg syg dgn perempuan lain boleh tk? aku jealous jgk la. gedik eh? sorry :D

1.03am

fucking finally. I want to sleep, enjoy my fucking rest.

so yeah, Goodnight me, sweetdreams me, sleeptight me. oh pathetic me ahahaha

goodnight me again! byebye me. ilove me

this is sooo ROFL

F word ;)

hey Izzati, how the fuck are you? : I'm fuck fine :)

what the fuck are you doing? : fucking this blogging thingy. fuck im bored. what the fuck should I do?

are you that bored fucker? : yes fuck fuck. im bored fucking bored. fuck I wish theres a special cock delivery. so that it can entertain me, fuck yeah.

what time is it? ; fuck its already 12.48am. fuck where is he? what the fuck is he doing?

define fuck; dick+pussy= FUCK.

imstillboreddddfuckingboredddohhhfuckmylife

grr

dzurinaaaa, nak dia ni boleh? carikan sorg, kalau jumpa bgthu. serious aku tak cari lain dah ahaha :D :D

FML. Im bored.

shitttt what the fuck is wrong with me? why I'm bored? yes why are you bored Izzati? I don't know, not that I'm bored, as in Bored bored. if you get what I mean. ahahah I bored of waitingggg, tired of waitingg. dzurina loveee can you please type faster? lama gila boleh takkkk. haih la kau ni kan cepat sikit doooooooo :D

Yasmin Iqbal

you la yasss. yasmin iqbal. I sorg je ke panggil you yass? kan? I kan suka buat nickname utk org :D nak tahu tak? ;p u salah sorg dari buah hati I, nak tahu kenapa? sebab pasal semua benda pun I akan cari u dulu. sama dgn dzurina. korg dua ekor la I cari do. benda remeh pun nak text, call. mesti dah bykkk kali dgr I sedih en? keluar air mata semua, org lain pernah pulak dgr I menangis kan? sebab kita rapat and I tak teringt pun nak cari org lain dulu selain korg. apa apa terjadi korg ah I ingt dulu. tak dapat call dzurina, I cari yasmin, tak dapat yasmin I cari dzurina. tak dapat dua dua, I senyap ah tak cari sape pun. sebab I rasa kalau I cari orang lain nnt org cakap eleh nak simpati ke apa ke kan. u faham faham je la izzati kan, sebelum bertindak fikir byk kali.

yasminnn, u tahu kan I rindu masa semester 1? rindu gilaaa. I rapat gila dgn u kan. I tak dapat lupa semua, apa yg terjadi. *memories* kan bie? rinduuu doo :( I wish I can turn back the time. I really miss that guy. and I know you miss that R guy as well. I pun rindu si R tuuu. ha mark semua, lepak kat cafe, tepi pool, kat tangga & dalam hostel? damnnn sumpah rindu. ish, tapi apa nak buat kan, semua dah berlalu, kini tinggal kenangan :D anddd sekarang dia nak kahwin dah? cepat gila do, tak jealous tapi cam pehh awal gila :| apa apa la, as long as dia happy I pun happy ahah :) skrg cerita baru kan bie? :D cerita baru ni senyap senyap dah la :p keep it shhhh ;p hmm kita dah baik kan skrg? bukan kita sgt lah, tapi u. I ni cam setan lagi :/ I akan cuba utk berubah, takes time kan syg? I know someday I will. well Im happy for you yass. I hope Allah give me hidayah too, so I can go to Jannah as well. I am scared of hell though, well who doesnt? I ni haih, dah lama tak sembhyang. LAMA gila dah bie, rasa hina sgt boleh? cam org tak reti appreciate life. fikir fikir balik kenapa I jadi mcm ni, sbb tiang agama takde, tu semua pun runtuh do. kan? I nak berubah tapi cam tak boleh. rasa je takut semua, tapiiiiiii..... haihh. ntah la aku pun tak faham. skrg mmg takut lah, cuba jap lagi esok, lusa. buat balik. izzati izzati, apa nak jadi kau ni? haih la. hm takpa. as long as I masih ada kawan yg boleh membimbing , I rasa takda masalah. u pun boleh kan yass? u pun ada marah I semua, ingt kan I. thank you so much. I bukan tak amik kisah. I ingt semua u cakap kot. dont worry. I will change, someday. Iloveyou yas.


written by,
izzati

You, yeah YOU

I know you might not read this. plus, You don't even know I have a blog account though. But, this is obviously about you. yeah you. whosoever yang baca, just so you know you mean the world to me. we've known each other since um, I don't know ;p well since "that" day I find you absolutely adorable, you're the sweetest guy I ever known. yes, I love you dearest. I'm not faking it love, this is real. If I say I love you, I really mean it. I don't know how to explain it. but, seriously I mean it. hm I don't know what you exactly feels about me, or maybe you just faking it? You just want to make me look like a fool? awhhh I don't know. You drives me crazy. You buat I fikir terlalu byk! You je tak tahu I kat sini gila macam mana. Kalau you tahu I macam mana kat sini, mesti you cakap "eh budak ni, lebih lebih pulak. kan?" hm You're the only one that I think about, 24/7, pathetic much? yeah I know, but I just can't stop thinking about you, you brighten up my seconds, minutes, days! Can I keep you and never let you go? Can I hold your hand and hug you tight? Can I tell the world how lucky I am to have you in my life? or simply, can you be mine for the rest of my life? Because, I'm afraid of losing you :D ILOVEYOU ** I will always love you more than yesterday.

**my english aint that good ahaha sorray

written by,
Izzati

tgn tgh rajin ;p

izzati kalau dah rajin, masyaallah, setiap masa nk update blog. ahah :D && lepas tu senyap utk beberapa bulan ahah ;) nak cakap pasal byk benda. membebel sorg sorg tgh mlm macam ni seronok, feel sikit ahaha.

dzurina love; (aku buat perenggan supaya kau senang baca) ahah

aku tak habis habis en hehe :D kau kena faham aku camne. once dah gila, gila habis ahah *wink wink. haa aku nk ingt kan kau kisah form 1 kita. cinta 4segi? EEEEE geli boleh tak? ingt balik macam , err kita macam tu? cam gaduh semua, tak boleh bla kan HAHAHA. lelaki tu kimak sebenarnya. playboy ah enn konon -__- and yet we still loveeee him? love terusss! kisah cinta form 1. sygg lah terus, wakkluu lovee! tak kenal cinta pun rasanya. bodohhhh lahh kitaa kan, kanak kanak. :D jap aku nak gelak gila HAHAHAHAHA. *cerita lain ada, aku malas nak cerita panjng ;p

okay, umm form 2? ingt lagi? mesti la ingt kan, kalau aku boleh ingt takkan kau takboleh kan. kau gila dgn *cermin* kau, and akuuuuuu? errr macam kau kata ex crush? er flame? yg ni pun aku nak gelak jugak. like MASYAALLAH lah kan, astaga. ya rabbi, subahanallah ahahahaha. cannot go jugak cerita yg ni. kau nak gelak tak bie? wtv lah kan. cerita lama, biar lah. yg pernah dan telah berlalu biarkan je :D pernah syg , biar lah pernah tapi bukan masih ennn? ;p ke kau sayang lagi? ahah. lagii? masa form3? kita cam tak rapat sgt kn? takde cerita lah kot, ada la kot, aku pun tak ingt sgt. form4 lagi lahh. form5? ehh lagii lahh, kau dah jauh ke mana pulak en. tapi ada lah cerita pasal twins whatsover tuu.

masa 18 tahun? haaaa tahun panas ni, 2010 pun sama kan bie? ahahah. kita punya persahabatan berputik kembali (eeeeeww), semua dah dekat, kan senang semuanya. kita punya tahun da bomb ni ahah :p kau dgn baby kau, aku dgn baby aku, err bukan baby aku sgt lah kan. tapi yeah baby aku lah jugak kiranya :D hmm aku nak mula kat mana ni? cam terlalu byk ahah. haa okay, our baby a.k.a our babi cam selalu buat kita gila en? dorg tak tahu kita gila macam mana, kita cam teruk gila boleh? cam dah paranoid sbnrnya. kalau la dorg tahu pun cam takde apa pun kan? dorg tak faham kita kan bie? kita jugak yg faham hati masing masing. aku cam fikir, apahal kita macam ni do? dulu tkda la sampai kritikal macam ni kan? cam why the fuck kita jadi macam ni? cam sayang pun dorg tak appreciate? macam tu kan, haih. bieee, kita kalau dah sayang, sayang macam gila kan bieee. tapi dorgg je macam tu. haihh, nak cakap ak kisah pun nnt cam sedih pulak en :D hati dah sayang tak boleh buat apa. kauu tahu aku sayang diaaa en? sumpah sekarang ni aku rasa cam, kalau aku lelaki, dah lama dah kau jadi gf aku, ahah. ni serious do. kau sorg je faham hati akuu, org lain? takk langsung, even my mama pun. kau sorg je fahammm bieee. aku cam selesa gila dgn kau, tgk jela kat rumah aku en, nampak semua pun tkdahal, gelak cam org gila, tkda nak cover bagai. eheyy, aku wish aku ada dick, aku boleh ada gf! kau mesti suka aku ;p kan elok tu. dgn kau aku tak payah ego ego. cakap terus je :D kau faham aku, aku faham kau. mesti bahagia, takde masalah. kan kan? hmm tapi apa kan daya, kita masih waras, dan kita tergolong dalam geng geng straight! haa geng geng perempuan straight suka dick, & geng geng lelaki straight sukaaaaa ummmm pussssayyyy! macam eww lah kalau aku cakap aku nk pussy en, ewww geli boleh tak ahahah, sendiri ada dah cukup. kauuu, you know I love him kan. dah cam beribu kali aku cakap kn, tp aku nk cakap lagi, kau tak bosan kan layan aku ni? hehe sorry bie, aku cam selalu kacau en, tapi kat sape lah aku nak cakap lg, kau sorg ah aku nak luah segalanyaaaaaa. kalau terus cakap kat dia mmg tak ah en. cam selalu sgt cakap tak macam menyampah pulak dia nnt. so yeah, aku bgtahu kau jela. biar kau menyampah tkpa :D kau pun sama jugak kan, tak lebih tak kurang. kau pun selalu jugak cakap, aku layann. kau sayang dia, tapi cam aku lagi kerap ah en? :D:D haa pasal texts? foward semua? cm wtf kan? haha whatever. ;p tapi cam comel en? tak salah pun. aku rasa kita je gila macamni dooo huahuahua. apa apa pun aku tahu aku sayang dia tuuuu, sapeeeee? kau tahu sape tak? teka lah haha, tapiiii dia je tak sayangg akuuu kan? :( apa apalah, aku ada kau, kekasih hati aku ;p iloveyou pookie! um till death do us part? nahh mati pun tak boleh, aku sayang kau sampai bila bila bie. izzati love dzurina xxx

I love you darling girl.

gross eh aku punya blog title ni bie? tapi nak buat camnew en, dah katerr cayang kan ahahah remm ikit ;p kau sorg je aku panggil macam tu lah bie, cehh. hihi no lies, ni betul.

aku suka status kau, "yes ILOVEYOU, I DO!
nak nangis baca blog kau baby!
terasa mcm disayangi gila. haha.
Allah, pls don't take her away from me.
Yes, I can't live without you by my side,
kau tak perasan pon. tht's the fact lah Izzati Mohd. ♥"

macam terharu boleh tak bie? aku rasa disayangi gila. and aku tak nampak ke? ok maybe, aku nmpk buat tak nampak. and I love you too baby girl. you're mine, forever, walaupun aku tahu sesiapa pun boleh, tapi aku tahu kau, aku yg punya. aku tak boleh hidup tanpa kau, serious. aku rasa nk duduk ruma dgn kau. bangun tdo tgk kau, habis kan satu hari aku dgn kau. haih jum ah bie, nnt beli ruma, kita duduk sekali ( tak kahwin pun takpe ahaha) tdo sekatil. kan comel camtu ahah. setiap hari , setiap masa dgn kauu :/

I LOVE YOU SOULMATE, so much okay. kalau kau laki kan best hihi muah muah :P cinta sejati kan, sumpah tak cari lain dah ahahaha :) tapi apakan daya kita dua pussy so tak boleh tak best ahah n nabi tak mengaku umat , CEHH ;p

major update!

yeah its been awhile since may 24th? lama gila tak update, cakap sorg sorg kat blog ni ha. yasmin punya pasal ah ni, buat saya nak update ahah :) izzati punya blog cam rojak sikit, bm bi campur je, tadehal punya. tak macam yasmin nak english je enn ahah =P jangan marah nok. main main je. izzati kalau nak luah isi hati baru english, baru cam ummm feel HAHAHA. jk jk :D :D ha okay nak cakap apa? yeah dari 24may? lama tuu en, byk yg dah dilalui, pahit manis kehidupan, cehh ahah. not to mention , I love some parts of it, my close friends know about it. yeah, experience tu penting kan? dzurina, yasmin? hehe. sayang gila kat korg, walaupun kadang kadang macam burit jugak en perangai :p burit burit korg pun aku sayang, jangan risau, till death do us part, k babies? tanpa korg ingt izzati ni boleh hidup? ehh tidak do, cam kat sape je la nk luah kan perasaan ini kan? tak gila pulak nak layan perasaan sorg sorg enn ahah. korg pun mesti tak boleh hidup tanpa aku kan? ahah, jangan tipu la kalau boleh hidup tanpa izzati ni ahah *gila perasan. tapi benda betul kan? :D:D babies, korg faham aku sgt kan? sebab tu aku cam tkda hal nak buat perangai dgn korg, you girls know me well. all secrets, yeah korg je tahu en. korg punya pun aku simpan dihati :D no secrets between us kan? haaaa dalam kereta, dalam rumah? dekat andalus? bertiga tu penting kan? haha, bila ingt balik gila tak boleh blaaa. tiga kepala melayan perasaan ahahah. shhh diam diam dah la. kita tiga je tahu pasal tu :D korg tak rasa rindu pulak pasal tu kan? aku rindu gila sbnrnya :D

DZURINA; just so you know (even kau dah tahu) I love you, soo much soulmate. Im not saying it for fun, I really mean it and kau pun tahu aku tak main main kan bie? aku pun tahu kau sayang aku hihi. muah muah sikitt :D YASMIN: kau pun aku sayang, kita tiga sekapala? kan? sebab tu boleh ngam ahah :D kau ni pun sama en, aku cakap sayang nnt tak percaya -__- tolong lah awak, kalau tak sayang tkda la I cari u, tlg u semua do. tak buang masa pulak macam tu. kalau i cakap sayang i sayang do. takde nak main ckp haih. I love you yassss! u je tak syg i! kannnn ;p okayyys thats all for now. nnt update lagi :D

Where the heck are you? Im worried :(

*tak tahu nak cakap kat sape, kat sini lah nmpk nya, cakap sorg sorg lagi ahah.

its 11.58pm , I've been waiting since 7am! I texted you, "aku dah bangun :D" No reply. I texted you again, "kau dh siap belum ni? aku nak klua dah ni" No reply. Tanpa rasa malu, aku text lagi, "helloooo, kau disanaa, dah siappp belum?" again no replyyyy. WELL, takde crdt punya pasal kot. aku call, masuk voicemail pulakkk. thats fine, walaupun panas sikit ah kan ahah. 12pm, aku text, "where are youu laaa?" kenapa off phonee?" HAAA! baru reply, kau cakap 'uwaaaaa sorry! :'( Im so freakingly damn sorry, aku tak off phone, tapi ntah asal phone jadi gila." aku reply aww "hmm kk . kau kat manaa laa? come here laa. naim dah ok belum?" kau tak reply, tapi kau call terus. "izzati, buat apa? jap lagi aku dtg aw, tggu aw" ok aku tggu. pukul 2 takde lagi, dah pukul 3 aku text balik, "where are youu? im dying" tak reply, aku bg msg lagi "tdo ruma aku mlm ni? TAK REPLY jugak. pukul 5 camtu aku text lagi aw, "kau ni aku geram pulak, mana do senyappp je." TAK REPLY LAGII :( OK FINEEE DO. aku call banyakkkk kali tak angkat, selalu sekali call dah angkat. at least bgtau aku la, aku tak marah, aku risau kau je. dah la smlm bf kau buat hal, aku risau tahu tak. ish, and kau tahu aku pantang org tak reply msg aku ni kan. nasib dgn kau, aku sabar do. sampai sekarang ni ha kau tak reply reply msg/ call balik ke. call skrg pun tak angkatt, ishh :(( first time kot kau macam ni, senyap je. serious aku risau.. kau mana laaaa? jgn diam sgt syg oi, org lain risau kot.

d.z.u.r.i.n.a and i.zz.a.ti

it's been awhile, dah lama tak update. Im not really into this blogging thingy. Bosan, ya allah, macam cakap sorg sorg je rasa, haha. harini nak cakap pasal dzurina :DD Rindu kau lah gila, tak tipuu. ada cerita lagi ni, kalau dgn kau text je mana nak puas, kan kan? Kita kena jumpa depan depan baru feel. kalau dah jumpa sampai bila pun cerita tak habis kan b? ahah =P padahal baru dua hari, tapi rasa macam dah seminggu ohh ;p ahh rindu la nak cakap "wey wey, nak reply apa ni? macam ni ok kan? ok tak?" nanti kau mula ah cakap "ok lah tu, dasar Flirter! kau aku ada dan dan tak reti nak reply ahah" ehh rindu la ayat tuuu! ahaha :D ada lagi ada lagi, "jap jap, ayat dah ok, tapi jgn buat kau sedih sgt, Cuz we, the flirter, ego kena ada" niceee! haha. ehh, aku punya ego tak boleh kalah, macam kau tak tahu HAHA ;p er yeah thats all lah kot, kalau nak sambung banyak lagi sebenarnya :DD iloveyou Dzu! :)

FML MAXIS (y)

Maxis bill reached RM400+ this month. RM1k last month. ERGH, fuck maxis babi. I hardly call/text people though. My stupid iphone 3gs piece of shit phone. taktau macam mana boleh access internet semua e_e. Thank God my mom is understanding. FML (y)

New Feeling

Hello HI Hey ahah
it's been awhile since I last updated my blog. I've been busy having fun after finishing my exams :D I'm gonna keep on looking for a job. I badly need the $$$. Can't keep asking my mom for money y'know. Anyways I wanna keep this post short so tata for now. XOXO

this is real, Love.

INTAN. She's pretty much my soul mate. She makes me warm and fuzzy inside. I would choose her over many of you any day. You really don't understand how much this kid means to me. I would kill for her, she's my sister even though we're hardly together that doesn't mean shit. She was there for many major things in my life. I trust her with everything. We've gone through it all. From almost losing you to getting stronger and stronger bonds with you. (I'm glad that bitch dah mamm ahah, alhamdulillah) I know I can always count on you to listen. I love you and I am glad you have not deserted me. You mean so much to me Intan. Intan is my patient, my bff. The girl who knows everything about me and I know she wouldn't tell anyone. She's amazing. We have great times together even if we aren't doing anything at all. I am such a jerk to her sometimes but she knows I'm kidding when I do it. I honestly trust her in my life. Intan, I love you so much you are an amazing friend and a wonderful person. Remember, when I mean to you I'm just kidding. I will and I do talk to her about EVERYTHING. :) No secrets between us. She's a funny person, we joke about a lot of things. I think of you as my sister and will do anything for you. Our friendship is forever, and we don't hangout that much anymore and it sucks. I'm gonna miss you so much y'know :( I love you and no matter what happens or how long we go without seeing each other that wont change.

Intan love ;(

i miss you la gila. rasa mcm hilang sesuatu je. hehe haih. kau dah posting, mesti penat kan. nak call memag tak la kan. nak tggu kau call mmg harapan la kan ;p padahal dua dua sama je ahah. text pun jarang dah skrg. kalau dulu senang je. tiap tiap hari jumpa, sebilik. awhh rindunyaa ;'( skrg mana nak jumpa selalu dah. harapan nak jumpa tiap tiap hari. bercerita pun mesti jarang. kalau call mana nak puas kan sampai bila pun tak habis. hmm rindu kauuuu

Why Why Why

I'm so sick of how I'm feeling and all the negative junk in my head constantly. I'm sick of the constant anxiety and my inability to feel happy with my life. Objectively I probably do have a lot to be happy about. But I just can't. I hate this feeling though. This feeling of missing someone. Why you make me feel this way? I hate to say it, but seriously Yes, I miss you. Yes really. Receiving your texts and all. where are you? where have you been silly? I'm just so sick of it all, boy.

Intan & Izzati

Intan + Izzati = US, Bestfriend for life :)

Well oh well, We've known each other for 5years now. Aaaa dah lama kenal tapi baru rapat la. ahah, kawan sekolah rendah dulu. We've been through alot of shits y'know. Friends, jealousy and all. But, we're okay now. No shits happened, yeah. :D Sekarang rapat gila kan sayang kan? ahah :) I know all your secrets and you know mine as well. eh? yelakan, aku & kau je tau segala hehe. No worries wey, aku simpan semuanya. I am lucky enough to have known you & to have not lost you. I love you, for real ;( soon, I'll be leaving, alaaa sedihnya la ;( no more gossiping, sleeping together, &&&& everythingg. What the fuck is wrong with me? ergh, no more turning back , I've made a huge mistake. Ahh, I am regret of what I've done. Hmm, whatever happens I know we'll stick as friends no matter what kan. & remember, I Love you forever, I'll be by your side for always, a shoulder to cry on. As long as I'm living, my bestest friend you'll be.

Intan,
My Friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!

ohh You.

this is it, hahahahah

I know that I just recently knw you
But I can't help how you have made me feel
I have a bit of a crush on you
And that's all I got to say
Why did it happen?
I do not know
Do I regret it?
No I don't
I want to keep your hugs
And to stay at your side
Don't judge me for what I'm saying
But some how I find myself liking you
I don't know how it happened
But I do hope I can stay at your side
And on this day I say to you
I like you
And there's nothing I can do about it
I've tried not feeling this way
But I can't help it
So please let me stay at your side...

written by,
izzati

Just a word

If love is just a concept;
then tears are just the rain,
if love is just a word;
then all my words are all vain.

written by, izzati

Christofer Drew

this boy is soo cute. <3

Oh Female-dog. haha

U girls act as if ur so good n cool..WE don't have time to criticize or discriminate people like u do..How low can u be? Talking trash bout others every single day? Oh c'mon! Wat we do, what we wear, where we go, who we mix around with is not ur bloody problem! Just accept the fact that there are way better people surrounding u..Put that in ur head, if u actually have one! Why u little back-stabbing disgusting hypocrites!

Egoism. Part One

Hello again, I'm Updating my blog. I update it for my own good. *org tua ckp tak baik simpan, nanti jadi gila* hahaha, silly. I'm going to write about something common. like I've mentioned it on my previous posts, Us girls who blog tend to write about our feelings and boys tend to tell stories like what happened. Damn that right, I’m a girl who likes to write about my feelings. Girls with feelings are better than a girl who didn’t care about anything. At least I know how to take care of my heart and its feelings. I listen to it everyday, every seconds. I know all its secrets. Even when it misses someone, I know how would it feels. Also, when it cries, I know how would it feels too. I even told it not to care about craps and not to care about him. He’s just not worth it. Well.. Nope, not really not worth it, just that he’s not worth it cuz he makes you feel that way. Fall for someone that didn’t know your feelings? and didn't care about you? Plus, He wouldn’t know if he makes you feel that way though. Thats it. He’s not worth it for making you feels that way. oh yes. Thats true.


written by,
izzati

When boredom strikes!

I look so orgasmic in this pic, but still loving it HAHA

Yes, It's pathetic, I know.

**Guess You wouldn't know this. but IF You do, I am sorry for liking You boy. I just can't help it.

I don't know why but seriously he makes me like him so much. Since I know him lah kot haha. I don't know why I like him though. well his breathtaking personality, makes me go.. ohh damn he is so adorable! He makes my heart go bam! haha. He makes me happy. and doesn't makes me feel bored y'know. tehee. it's a fact. eh? sorta.
**But, don't worry boy, someday, I'll get over you. Because, I know we won't be friends that long. We won't say hi to each other anymore, won't text like we used to. When that* day comes, I know, I would miss You, talking to you, laughing and all. Well, that's life. Us teenagers just wanna have fun these days. We're still young kan, biasa lah tu haha :')


written by,
Pathetic Izzati

Time flies like a freaking jet.

A day feels more like an hour nowadays. One morning I woke up and I realized I'm having spm in about 2 months which feels more like two weeks. Right now I'm going thru freaking finals and assignments and bam! New semester! I'm a big girl now, I'm a college student. I'm no longer a midschool student. uh uh. No more uniforms no more school bags no more Monday assembly no more seeing the teachers no more going to school functions no more walking from and to school. no more any of that. No. I don't know if I'm going to miss doing all that or I'd just forgot all about that. ah no, I don't think I'd miss doing all that. Well, I don't know, maybe I would, in the future perhaps? by now, I miss my psychotic annoying hopelessly gorgeous and weird friends and all our shenanigans. I miss being a pain in the butt for Pn Ain. and also miss Ms. Tan. I miss getting up 6.30 in the morning and thinks "crap homework aku x siap lagi" or "malasssssnya nak pegii" everything happens so fast sometimes I felt like I didn't have the chance to indulge in those moments. right now I just think that if (on Allah's will) I wish could do well in studies. InsyaAllah. :(

written by,
izzati

Crazier

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
Then you came along
And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier

Watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier, oh

Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier

amazing wall

ohh I'm inlove

Maa, I want an iPad!

YA ALLAH

I just realized, blog lama lama kelaka do. haha intan sorry! kelaka kelaka pun kau sayang jugak elehh hahaha :D:D

Oli Oli Sykes

I don't like this dude but somehow he looked cute in this picture. ahah

lip syncing

I'm lip syncing to Selena's song- Naturally

How you choose to express yourself
It's all your own and I can tell
It comes naturally, it comes naturally

You follow what you feel inside
It's intuitive, you don't have to try
It comes naturally, mmmm it comes naturally

And it takes my breath away
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay bay baby

You have a way of moving me
A force of nature, your energy
It comes naturally (You know it does)
It comes naturally
Mmmm yeah

And it takes my breath away (Everytime)
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay bay baby

When we collide, sparks fly
When you look in my eyes, it takes my breath away

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay bay baby

In & Out. - Random

HI, I realized there's a difference between boys and girls who blog. Guys tend to tell stories like what happened but girls tend to write about their feelings for obvious reasons. Us girls can talk about our feeling clearly. Guys cant talk about their feelings now can they? Well, most of them said "We'd labeled as faggots or pussies if we show our sensitive side". pfft, silly. Us girls like guys' sensitive side. its cute. no kidding haha :)

Anyways, I've been having a bit of a run of bad luck lately. Ever since I was barred for 4 classes. (yea, I know its cool, pfft) I'm going to blog about what happened but it's just too long, nonetheless it was a great semester, lol. What turned out to be shit at the start turned out alright in the end. eh? sort of. Well well where should I start? aaa I really don't know where to start.. okay.. I'm currently attending college. I study Arts, I'm taking Graphic Design. I am now in my third semester. First semester was majorly awesome! Some of you who might be reading this would know why. haha. My attendance was good. I came to all classes, everyday without fail y'know hehe :D:D I wish I could turn back the time :( I really missed the time I had spend back then. I love the life over there, friends, night life and all. BUT, I hahate the lectures. Enough with that, well.. I'm not gonna talk much about second semester. Nothing interesting happened. Attendance was good, but I flunked for History of Graphic Design. That affected my GPA though. I'm like Oh damn, it affected my scholar as well. It really affected my scholar y'know. But, They give me second chance, I'm like fuhh! what a relief. I'm going to scored well in third semester. BUTTTT shits happened, I flunked againnn. I flunked for FOUR Subjects this time! I'm like shit, Not again! they'll definitely terminate me. Heck really. I'm Thanking myself for not done the best. Ah, I really don't understand myself though. seriously. I own everything I want, almost everything! Stuffs, gadgets and all. Maybe its true that I don't know how to appreciate it. OR maybe God have something better for me out there? who knows, InsyaAllah. hehe :) I'm over with that shits, I should stop talking about that crap. What else to talk about? I'm bobored like I'm going to die soon. Nah, nothing interesting to do besides chit-chatting with my lovely bestfriend Intan, blogging crap, Youtubing, downloading new songs but again I AM REALLY BORED. What is exactly in my mind now? HIM. Where the heck are you? What are you doing now? Text me la, I miss you plus I'm bored y'know. Hmph, My phone was barred again today, couple hours earlier, around 2 o'clock. This is the I don't know how many times it being barred. Bodoh punya maxis. Padahal dah bayar. PFFT. I'm at Intan's house she is busy playing Scramble on my phone. and I am busy blogging Bhaha.
WHAT ELSEEEEE LA? HAA, I wanna talk about guys. Do I have a type? Well, nope, not really. I don't really have a type, I like most of them haha :D I find guys with long-hair(not too long) and wore skinny jeans are hot like hell. seriously. They melts me in other word HAHAHA. If I like someone I'll get exited all over, get his texts are enough to make me smile all day long. bhaha pathetic me! I knoww. BUT, I think its common lah kan. Liking someone are like having something precious in life. eh? tak tak bukan :D You don't wanna lose them in life, thats fer sure. All you know is you wanna see them everyday without fail, they makes you smile without a reason and they makes you happy as well. I've experience it. its cool. :D I don't feel bored tho hehe.

Well, guess that's it for today. Can't remember anything interesting, so I'll just leave it there for today. Update you on another day.


Written by,
Izzati

These are some words that women use, and her definition.

These are some words that women use, and her definition.

* Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

* Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.

* Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. ‘Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last “Five Minutes” and end with ‘Fine’

* Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.

* Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.

* Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.

* Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”

* Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

* That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow.

* Please Do - This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”

* Thanks - A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you’re welcome.

* Thanks A Lot - This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing”





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Izzati hahah ;)

BLAH BLAH BLAH

THREE WAYS I AM STILL A CHILD:
1. i get upset when i don’t get what i want.
2. i love cartoons.
3. i will never stop being mummys little girl.


THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD:
1. my bones ache and creak like i’m 80.
2. i can’t remember anything.
3. i would rather stay in than go out. :D

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO:
1. take more pictures.
2. graduate with flying colors. hmph :(
3. move to other country.

THREE WAYS THAT I’M A STEREOTYPICAL “BOY”:
1. i hate girls and their drama.
2. i’d rather hang with the guys than have a girls night.
3. i like building things.

THREE WAYS THAT I’M A STEREOTYPICAL “GIRL”:
1. i love to shop.
2. i like high heels.
3. i can get emotional sometimes.


THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO ACCOMPLISH IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. find a guy haha
2. learn my camera inside and out
3. find a job.earn more money.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my hair
2. when i love , i love fully and passionately.
3. my determination

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. age.
2. i’m lazy.
3. i give up on people too easy.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. losing people i love
2. insects
3. failing

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. cuddling my bestfriend.
2. sleeping
3. talking to my love

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (OR SAME) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. pretty hair
2. eyes
3. sense of humor

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN’T DO:
1. forget people
2. wake up on time
3. go to bed on time

written by,
izzati

WORK HARD, HAVE FUN, NO DRAMA

Life

“I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.” ahah



Written by,
izzati

“The truth often hurts, but it is the lie that leaves the scar.”

update.

Hello, missed me? Well haven't updated for more than a year. I've been busy with a lot of shit y'know. My miserable life ya know, I flunked and all. I dissapoint my mom aLOT, damn. Not gonna write anything too long cause I want to start back off short and simple. I got back home late last night, went out lepak with Intan, Ajam, Faiz and Ajam's friends. Don't remember their name. Lepak was okay. Nothing much happened. We're just chit-chatting, gelak-gelak, makanmakanmakan, balik lol. Sounds boring but it was fun, really.:D aaaa what elseeee? I dont know what else to talk about. I guess thats it. thats all for now.